I hate myself, my life, my everything.

.Monday, May 3, 2010' 1:09 AM Y

I cut my wrist every night.

ok so long time never blog le cuz i don even feel like blogging...
today here to say wat happened so

1. is tuition stopped...

2. is someone lie to me again... which i would ask tat person on tue...

3. is i'm having my mye now yet i don fucking wan to study....

4. i really donno wat ppl r saying now is it the truth or not??? i totally have no clue any more....

5. it sux when it is ur birthday but u can't celebrate.... n my sis say tis when my mum say she going to genting at 16 may...
" huh? than u not celebrating my birthday?" i say.
"huh? do u celebrate ur birthday anymore?" my sis say.
"wa lao u very bad ley" i say.
"i will be back on ur birthday n blame urself for being birth on tat day." my mum.
"well is u not her n blah blah blah" my sis.
well i was shock n sad but was happy tat my sis say tat to my mum. she deserve tat.

6. i find lots of band now n love their song a lot!!! like band call cash cash, there for tomorrow n all time low which i know le but their song r nice!!!! go search for them ba!!!!

7. i went to search for this ppl call the west memphis three becuz of the song knives and pens by black veils brides.
know wat happen n think those ppl r innocent yet they r in jail for something they didn't do n it was a case in 1993 n they are in jail from 1994 until now which is jus how old i am.
furthermore they r like wat 16-18 years old nia than waste their life inside the fucking jail for something they didn't done.
felt so damn sad for them n yet even the evidence is not against them yet they r not free from the fucking jail it is like wat the fuck lo.

8. on sat went to find miss oh cuz didn't meet until her for the whole fucking week than went to meet her wif kendra than hx come too!!! than i was study one fucking chapter for 4 hours?!?!? like wat the fuck la... than my brain was dead lol... than meet regina but didn't meet until the chensong cuz he went home to eat which is so long.... as he was eating steamboat but he is skinny even if he eat fucking a lot!!!! than went lan waste my time there n me, kendra n regina was the only girls there lol.... but no one disturb like the other time so was ok n funny.... than went tam but kendra need to go home... than went acade to play n ok was bored n saw ppl play some game n a kid help us in the find picture game lol.... damn funny than went subway to eat than i need to go home cuz was quite late le.... than regina went to find the chensong n i went home wif food for sis...
n tat wat happen....

9. my mum is not at home now.... was is good cuz she go ship ship again... than until 2moro than come home....

10. 2moro or today going to meet kendra to study n some guy not sure who tat haha... jus know the name nia haha... also maybe going to ikea to buy chocolate n maybe some random shit haha.... so c u kendra n the guy call jiajie or watever de la... haha....

so tat quite wat happen.... n now i'm going to go dl new song to listen n song really calm me down a lots!!!! plus after every exam i am to go find miss oh le sad sia.... haiz.... n currently listening to black veil brides song called the gunsling...

n after editing i'm listening to all thses things i hate by bullet for my valentine...
XD :) :D random....

the emoY

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EmO nAmE:sHiRlEeN
eMo D.o.B:18 mAy 1994
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eMo SeC sCh:BeDoK nOrTh SeC sCh(BnSs)
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You are pretty emo. You understand the deep thought-provoking stylings of Brand New and can appreciate the words "The quiet things that no one ever knows". You probably have thick weezer glasses as well as a messenger bag to carry all your music and unsent love notes in. Last but not least, you have tight, tight pants.

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