I hate myself, my life, my everything.

.Sunday, February 21, 2010' 8:43 PM Y

I cut my wrist every night.

wo... so didn't post for abt 14 days... haha.... wan know y firstly i'm too lazy to updated... secondly i'm sick of jus see myself like a useless person writing down wat i felt yet i need to act the opp. of it... thirdly time is tight for me... i donno y i feel tat time is tight but i jus got the feeling like time is not enough n it is not enough to even fix the injure... haha... i guess i'm jus plain dumb tat wat i always scold others but in the end it is me who is dumb.... i donno wat to say anymore.... they don get the guilt than y should i put myself in the misery they created.... it was jus a dumb thing to do.... maybe someday i will let go maybe not.... i donno lot of things happen n again it is all abt friends n family i really is sick of it.... y muz god keep create tis problem for me.... when i thought there is still hope in trusting friends it jus have to happen the other way round.... like thing was not suppose to go jus the way i wan or it was never to go the way i wan.... i could always know wat going to happen in movie or tv but in life i would never know or guess it right.... nothing was right in the first place... maybe if i was not born my friends or family would not be like wat they are today.... maybe god is laughing at me now laughing tat how foolish i could be to be sulky over tis.... tis year is the most important year yet so many thing happen maybe it is jus tat wherever i go there is jus bad luck.... plus tis year my sister n cousin wanting to go oversea yet i'm in my most important year.... i donno if i can still lift up all the weights tat is on me.... i donno as i can't expect to get better things as i'm a person tat can't get anything better than tis if i wish to get more things will get down more.... wat going to happen next i donno n i don dare to even think of it.... nothing will help... nothing jus nothing....

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