.Wednesday, December 30, 2009' 10:29 PM Y
I cut my wrist every night.
ok so yesterday went out damn tired so no mood haha.... n i need to freaking carry 6 cup of bubble tea lo damn heavy de lo.... thx to my sis.... baka.... then yesterday reach home abt 11 or 12 like tat so bath le go slp abt 1 something then slp until 7 something... slp for 18 hours ba..... think so....also those cowards if u see tis post n all the other post if u both still donno who i'm talking abt then let me tell u it is u n my family member....first coward 1 u know i got cheated/bluff by my ex-best friend right then i start to don trust anyone but u n IF but wow... i was bluff by u n coward 2 sia.... wow... never thought of tat sia.... n u wan to say i don freaking understand u or coward 2 then think again lo i trust u all but in the freaking end i was lie again how great does tat felt like sia.... n i say i didn't wan to tell u but u wan me to tell u n in the freaking end u say cuz u felt tat something might happen if i go well jus say tat u don wan me to go how freaking difficult is tat sia....second coward 2 u say u don wan me to feel bad by telling me not to go but u know wat i rather u jus freaking tell me then bluff me cuz i got lie or bluff by damn a lot of ppl le so i'm tied of it le... n how would u know tat jenny would not be happy sia u didn't send she more piss off de lo.... don u know tat or u jus don know us tat freaking well har??? n u say tat let be normal friend well i was think of tat a freaking long time n from tat time phyllis birthday i already think of tat le.... i don dare to think so but now i jus know tat it jus freaking end the same as i think it will....final tat is IF or NOT IF jus to say i from today jus treat everyone a normal friends to me even if u my best friend or watever i don freaking care cuz now everyone is jus normal type of friend so don say i'm ur best friend or watever shit cuz i will not tell u u my best friend anymore.... cuz i'm jus tired of getting hurt by friends again n again..... u may think i'm jus angry tat y i write all tis but seriously i don freaking care anymore n if u or anyone read tis n felt offended it is non of my business n coward 1 n coward 2 if u see tis n say tat wat i write is not wat is real then i don fucking care n if u feel sad or wat ever i don fucking care le cuz if u think u care abt my feeling n i didn't care abt u all de..... well jus think again.....also if i got enough of everything le i'm tired of it le.... from today i will not treat anyone my best friends anymore.....last sry sherr, jenny, hui xuan, phyllis n miao i jus can't take anymore le so if u still wan me as best friends i don care le but i will not treat u back the same u wan but i will still be the shirleen u know so no hard feeling ok....Labels: can't take it anymore......
Emogotchi
