.Wednesday, October 28, 2009' 9:35 PM Y
I cut my wrist every night.
so long time didn't blog.... so i got in sec 4 then name change now is call sec 4E2 haha.... dumb name.... then feel sad cuz some friends not going sec 4 wif us feeling not really tat happy.... like zhi hong i feel quite sad lo he is smart de lo jus don wan to study nia... haiz... then when i thought no more things is going to happen but who know things pop up again i don really have any more strength to solve le.... i'm tiring of every thing now i jus wish i'm dead or was not even born... things jus didn't go the way i wish but no matter how hard we wish so it jus way the other way a very shocking way.... maybe life is so but i have enough of it i donno i can still hold on to my live how long.... maybe 2moro i gone or when no one know but maybe i the one who can't take it maybe ba.... i donno but my heart stop at some time back i try to get it back but i can't.... maybe it jus fate tat i need to meet tat problem.... i don wan to suffer any more so i donno when i still be thinking right n do the right stuff..... i donno so i really don care or give a fuck abt things now so if i really gone one day tis maybe my suicide note haha.... n i come across tis website which make me feel better....http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/so tat all tata.....Labels: getting suicide thinking......
Emogotchi
