.Sunday, July 26, 2009' 11:16 PM Y
I cut my wrist every night.
well today wake up at 12 plus like tat haha... quite early cuz yesterday i slp at 6 plus haha.... so damn "early" lo haha.... then wake up my hand still pain but leg so so la after the pain stuff find stuff eat but only potato chip so eat tat lo cuz hungry haha..... then my mum come back ask didn't call her to buy food then she say saying shit lo say wat when u wake up i didn't buy then when i slp very late then she buy food.... stupid lo then say i'm trying to rebel against her becuz of tat lo so lame n stupid lo....then abt 7 some thing my bro jus fucking piss me off again n tis time is so fuck de lo.... i kick him very soft like it don even hurt la then he use he hand n hit me 4 time sia on my leg lo so wtf la then is very hard de lo damn pain de la then my mum didn't say anything so fuck sia... i know la guy are more better then girl ma tat y u always help bro de me n sis is jus shit right every parent is like tat de lo think guys is always the better no la the are not wat they do girls can do also lo think guys is the only wonder ppl meh no lo.also now sis is better then bro lo at least her got a fixed job n bro nothing so useless yet u always help him like so wtf la.then i totally like a fucking stranger to the family lo i like not the family member lo.fine i can't push all the fucking fault to u all but can u all even think of my feeling sia fuck la u all jus think of ur own feeling not my do u all even think sia....fuck lo.... then now wat more do u all wan from me i suffer enough of all tis shit le lo.....then jus now dinner my bro take me like a dog lo so fuck la i almost cry out but i didn't i didn't blow up cuz of mum or else u sure be in the hospital ba....fucking bastard sia he is which an asshole lo every day making my life worst then another even if i wan to change i can't becuz of all tis annoying fucking bastard n bitch around me...also jus now chat wif bread abt tat fucking bro i have n 2moro fw is going down haha..... jk but is beat him la not dieing haha..... also i am so piss off now cuz my tat fucking bro take my mouse then didn't return so i use my sis de but today my sis go out so i need to return her.then i didn't wan to talk to my bro la so i ask my sis to help me to take from him but my sis didn't wan to lo so fuck la also if i didn't give him my mouse then he will be taking ur de lo so fuck sia i help u but u didn't like even think i'm good lo fuck but nvm in the ebd u help me take back so i'm ok wif it le.then another fucking problem is my bro is so cb lo he got another com then need mouse ma but he call dad to take from me so i say no more mouse le then he keep ask got ma then i say really no more then he like so fan la next he go back my bro room then he come again asking for the another mouse then i say sis took it then he keep search in the room then i so fucking piss off la i say no more le he still like find stupid sia fuck lo then my mum think very noisy so say tat really don have so i jus say tat go find bro la he got mouse lo cuz my bro is laptop n he got mouse so i jus say tat la like he need use didn't mean others don need right he no brain or wat sia asshole lo think his brain need go check la......any write until here le haha.... cuz it is abt 12 plus then i'm watching fantastic four lo haha... later still need to hang my clothes dry or else 2moro i can't go sch haha..... any way gtg or else i going to kill by my mum lo.....
Labels: fucking piss off by my bro n family i really i have no family......
Emogotchi
