.Tuesday, July 14, 2009' 9:54 PM Y
I cut my wrist every night.
sian sian sian i'm like doing the hw now but the problem is i only finish my chinese hw my math n english haven wtf la help anyone haiz.... but i don think anyine can hep haiz.... sian so many hw from teacher sian lo haiz..... think i'm grow old le cuz tooooo............... much stress le haiz.... later i grow white hair ley n become like mad woman omg i don wan to become like bread..... haiz.... but very sian now lo still got abt 1 more hr to rush all my hw haiz...... some more i haven eat my dinner yet haiz...... soo........ hungry need to go my auntie house to eat de also for ppl tat donno tat is my auntie jus live 2 unit away from me nia so is so near haha..... but we hardly meet until each other haha...... but i also don wan la cuz she jus like my mum but worst then my mum haiz..... sian la jus wish to go US cuz there study can slack damn shiok when got lesson can slp then teacher don even give a damn abt it sooo.......... good i wan it but too bad my family is jus too.... poor to let me go study oversea also if we study in US like abt in secondary we only study for like a few yrs n we can go 大学 le lo also ps donno 大学 in english how to write but i know start wif coll something something haha...... sry for my lousy english.haiz....... also if i really can change a thing abt me is i don wan to be so lazy becuz of lazy my study like shit cuz my bro is like tat also but at least i better then him but he is smarter then me but i still got time to change n he don have haha..... but still i wan to have a second chance so tat if i study good can go oversea study n is goverment pay for my study de lo so good damn it jus wish i can be more hard working but i jus can't haiz....... sian la...... well i think i better wake my sis up n go my auntie house to eat ba or else sure tio nag by her a lot de lo i don wan tat!!!!! also friends is not tat i don wan to change myself like don say all the f word or wat is i really can't stop myself from saying it u see if u were me i don think u can change too lo.cuz my family u can hear some of it from my mum n a lot from my bro when he play the stupid dota la garr...... jus hate ppl tat play dota becuz of my bro haiz....... sian la....... also i really don like ppl play dota cuz it really sux n i wanna to learn some instrument so tat i am able to compose my own song but sad case some thing tat will not happen la cuz my family was like so damn poor haiz..... sad sia born in tis poor family sia jus wish to be in rich family even if my parent don have time for me at least i can have something i love n be happy even without family.but sad sad sad can't take tis life any more really it is like so omg like living in a hell sia...... but can't change anything lo haiz........ i wan to change my life!!!!!!! haiz....... sob sob(not trying to act cute or anything) also i not really cute lo in wat way am i cute sia bread was saying i'm cute but i don find it la n my sis say tat to me i was like where got la ....... then give her the ? look haha...... then sis jus didn't saying anything but i really wan know wat is it is cute lo cuz i really donno wat the meaning of cute n where in the world am i cute in any way la.haiz.... think bread n my sis got brain problem sia haha..... gonna kill by bread if she saw tis haha...... haiz....... half more hr to 11 think going to slp early so 2moro wake up at 5 to do hw cuz i really don have any mood to do hw now so i gonna go eat then slp haha...... need to wake the fat fat pig up haha....... lucky she donno i have blog haha...... if got i going to die in her hand omg haha...... haiz...... any way bye bye think going to update 2moro ba maybe???? cuz on thursday got emath exam some more is common test la omg haiz........ sian la...... some more still not in the mood to do anything.....
Emogotchi
