.Wednesday, February 4, 2009' 11:05 PM Y
I cut my wrist every night.
well yesterday went to mr. jhee house n ppl tat go adrian, brenda, doreen, eugene, jj, jh, lc, wj, mj, ming hui, halizah, qi xiang, sammy, samuel, seyong, tc, veron n me well i think tat all cuz can't rmb everyone la cuz got stm!!!! me n jj go crazy a bit la than while eating pizza halizah drop one piece.next is sammy erm she open the soft drink than u should know wat happen de la than suay is sammy n adrian cuz both kana the drink.sad for them n we left at 6.30 like tat than i reach home abt at 7 something ba forgot le than bath le go slp than morning do hw.than who know i do wrong hw than go sch kana scold cuz didn't bring the thing(i donno how to spell).than today POA damn funny but other of POA lesson also funny la expect exam time.....than yesterday donno y bread angy than today very boring n she n miao like not friend le i donno wat to do lo.also when miao told me some abt wat bread write to her than i tell jj to cheer miao up la than she also angry sia i almost cry lo cuz i feel so damn useless.like i can't do anything to help them all tis i can't take it lo also i jus found out i tend to hate my family 1st is they are annoying 2nd is i tend to be more angry at home than at sch cuz i bring back all the unhappy home n let it out at home.which i think is bad cuz i don wan tat to happen but i can't control my temper all tis which make me think i'm more useless which tis feeling sux like hell n i rather go die than living in tis heartless world.....anyway jus scold my bro n feel so angry now n donno y i'm ike tat.but any wya i reall gtg to do my hw or maybe 2moro morning than do ba see wat my mood is.....
Labels: emo n sad n angry.....
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